Realizing Things

So I have become some one totally new since I have moved to Colorado. I am no longer a needy girl searching for love in something that obviously cannot give it to me. I don't even want a man right now at all! Its crazy. As soon as I find a guy that is great and fits all my requirements I decide I am not ready for a relationship. It's messed up I tell ya! I've been out with this guy a couple times and he's totally sweet and takes me on nice dates and brings me flowers and breakfast in the morning but I can't commit. I guess I just need more time for me and to settle into the new job and such.

Speaking of job...I'm loving it at the real estate agency. They are actually throwing a Happy Hour for my birthday and stuff! All the people here are great and I definitely stay busy...cept today...today has been sooo lame. I have all the stuff done I need to do and now I'm surfing facebook and trying to think of other things to do.

I do not think I'll be able to come home for my birthday because I cannot get the time off and it'd be really expensive to come home. I'm gonna be sooo sad celebrating my birthday without my family and friends though :( I miss every one a lot!

Last night I went to see the movie called The Orphan...it was pretty good but definitely a fucked up twist. I had to convince myself the lil girl was not going to kill me in my sleep before going to bed. Today after work I am heading to the Sunset party. It is just basically a picnic where you can listen to music and dance. Good times I hope.

Update!

Wow, I really need to get back in the groove of things and keep updating. A lot of things have changed since even the last blog. I got a new job at a real estate agency called Porch Light. I am a receptionist/office manager. Its really fun! I answer phones, do presentations, organizing, ordering, etc. Full time, paid holidays off, and health benefits. Yay! So no more hotel...thank goodness. I was driving 30 minutes there and 30 back every day just for $8 an hour. LAME!

I have now moved into my permanent room downstairs in Chandas house since her roommate left. Its awesome...bedroom and bathroom. I will put up some pictures of it soon. The only problem recently is that sometimes my car won't start. I am not sure what is up with it but it just keeps turning over but won't catch. I am going to take it in to get a new air filter and intake valve tomorrow. I don't know anything about cars but who knows maybe that will help.

I've been working basically two jobs a day for the past 2 weeks. Its pretty rough but I need to make more money than I have been. Babysitting, receptionist, and the hotel until the end of July. Oh and my birthday is almost a month away! 21 whoooo hooo!

No boys in the picture right now...I have been talking to some but none that are really clicking.